Sometimes, somehow

My arms hope
to hold you one more time
Why do I fell like
I've made some crime?
Maybe I'm disappointed
just
Was it lust?

I must...
I should...

And what I could...?

Only guess

I bless
your soul for existence
for violence which make me cry
sometimes

which make me find
myself, blind

Only thing I've ever known
was pain
but in hands of yours
it means open doors
for temptation

for me